Andre the Giant has a Posse 7'4'' 520lb

After spending most of time researching for the dissertation, I can defenetly say that I'm enjoying this more then I originally thought.
Andre the Giant is following me at every step and the phrase "Obey the Giant" is now my motto. When I started this all thing I didn't intend on making it personal, but now, although the approach I originally started this project with, was more of a scientific one, I can feel it in every moment of my day, and I keep asking myself where this whole experience will bring me.
is not a dissertation anymore, it's me wanting to prove my theory, something that had always been with me, the idea that forces more powerful then I could ever think, are in fact manipulating me, as the greaest part of the human beings that lives in the "civilized world".
the fact that this forces are human-made is what really makes my curiosity work, being in a industry that has as its core the exploitation of the media, make me want to know the real effect that my ideas, pieces of and projects, can have on the people that are watching or using them, I want to know why, although knowing that I'm being used, in the very moment that I buy a pair of shoes that I love, I still want to buy them and after making my purchaise, I feel even content with it. I want to know why even realizing that this world doesn't work as it's supposed to, I so easely get distracted and end up forgetting about it.
I want to understant this system and the facination that it has on most of the people I know, that's my intent.